Thursday, May 21, 2009

5.22.09


This is a story of hope.


In the great world that we live in, there is a balance. Such as the sun brings great life into the world, but does it not also blind us with its light? What of the moon? It reminds us of how alone we are in the world, even among the sky filled with stars. But does not the moon also guide us in the late hours of night? The balance brings order. But what happens when fate forgets to level the playing field and you stand alone in the middle of the storm? You can sit there and feel sorry for yourself… Let the pain take hold like a fever. The sadness grows in your body - In your heart. The anger swells to the point where you feel as though you might explode. Why are you so helpless to do anything? You fight with everything in you. You fight for your family, the people you love. And yet there is nothing you can do. You spend your entire life saving people. And here you stand, unable to ease the pain of those you love. I keep reminding myself that there is far too much to be grateful for in this world to remain in sadness. I once heard that courage was not the absence of fear; But rather the decision that there is something more important. Everything is a choice. And those decisions color your personality until you illuminate the world around you.


I choose not to be sad.
I choose to smile at children, even when tears linger in my eyes.
I choose to stand strong; for my family, for my aunt.


I choose hope.

Saturday, May 16, 2009

5.17.09


Kristin and Dan's wedding on the beach was amazing! Everything a girl could dream of - and more. Family and freinds arrived from everywhere! I love to see the bride and groom's parents and grandparents because; one day, when they are that old they will be JUST like them! You can see that Kristin will be beautiful, well after see loses the tiara! I am so happy for those two! Today was just beautiful. The rain stayed away and the sun just lit up the horizon as it began to set. The best part was the fact that my friends are all so wacky and crazy, and love to dance! So we danced the night away... as I took a video log of our little adventure. Just a litte taste of a wedding fit for a princess.

Saturday, May 9, 2009

5.10.09




The move is over! I gave up my key the other day. I thought that nothing could feel better. But that was quickly proven wrong. Sunday started out like any other. Hot... and getting hotter. I had a wonderful little suprise when Tiffany (one of my closest friends) who moved away last year to Chicago for bigger and better things called me around my lunch break just to catch up and see how I was. It was so nice to hear her voice... But it kinda made me sad because I remembered how much I missed her and wish she still here in FL. But it passed me by, I did another set. Then, as I walked out to my 2nd to last set I spot Cally. She stops me mid-way from the corner to my line and she says, "M- I brought you a gift to bring your family honor..." she points behind me, and there stands Tiffany. I stand stunned -All I could say was, "no surprises... no surprises..." And as she wrapped her arms around me, I just start crying. I must have looked like an idiot. But I was so happy. Of coarse she points out the fact I have a line and I get to it, but the first half dozen families I was shaking. They spent well over a set just watching and laughing. My memories with her are just un beatable. The craziness we had at Fantasmic! The random nights at our favorite places. All the while knowing there was always someone at your side - right or wrong. Now, I'm not sure if I can handle her leaving already. Watching my best friend walk away is one of the hardest things I've ever done. But she has moved on to the greater world of acting and I've drawn my path down here and I need to see it through. Finally Sunday, after all the craziness, I came out my last set and there was my two favorite girls!! It just proves that this is my home. I see - somewhere, I've made a difference. And no matter how hard it is, this is the path meant for us. Our stories will cross again... Soon, I hope.


The rest of the week has been spent running around with the Fish. work/play/play/work... A whole lot of laughs, and a few tears. Ah, but I am so excited to have TWO days off in a row!!! Sunday/Monday off the ENTIRE summer!! I love having senority. Its late, and I'm going to enjoy the water parks with Earl in the morning. :)